Tuesday, May 19, 2009

GOOD < BAD

YESTERDAY: In the morning I was in a pretty okay mood, but by the end of the day, I don't know why I jsut felt so dead and out of it. I couldn't understand what people were saying and I had the worst headache ever. Went to Adam's house and took 2advils, then we took off for Rowland park, watched the guys play basketball, took pictures, It was funny watching them, haha. Then Nick took us home while telling us his little story about the car ._. Hahaha. THen our mom got mad for coming late and made us clean. Talked on the phone with EPT, and hung up telling him I'll call him later since my mom was like in the hallway, but instead I fell asleep. Found out he did the same, haha!

TODAY: Woke up, couldn't find my phone so I thought my mom took it. I got nervous for my Driving License test, got moody in the morning, fought with my mom a little. Left, and my mom was nagging on me at how dirty the car is, and saying Its my fault and that I should've cleaned it, since I have the test today. I told her It doesn't matter, and Its not my fault cause I don't even really drive the car, and I didn't even notice it. But she just kept going on and on and on and later she hit me cause I kept talking back. So I just couldn't take it anymore. I swear she was such a BITCCCCH. UGH. So I hit her back, and at the DMV I just started screaming at her, yelling, and she stayed quiet, and everytime she said something, I would jsut scream again, to fucken stop. It's funny casuse I notcied that when I told my mom to shut the f up. She doesn't say anything, but when Ed says shutup to my mom, my mom gets all mad and tells on my dad ._. I just couldn't take her crap anymore. My dad got mad at my mom for the same reason the other day. I swear. Theres nobody in this world that can drive you crazy in just 5 minutes besides my mom. It's crazy. Anyways, after that, I looked the other way and tried to settle down, because It was almost my turn for the test. And I thought I was going to fail it because so much was on my mind. I already had to take in some shit yesterday, and my mom was just piling on top. I just .. arghhglakj. It got me mad. On top of that, the DMV man, was such a bittttch. But luckily I passed with -10. Then my mom let me drive to school. I hope she lets me drive everyday now. I'm sick of asking people for rides. Afterschool, I just went to the track area with Delia and theeeeen went to Eric's. And gosh-__-. I don't want to explain, he's just a jeeeerk:) I can't drink my OJ peacefully.

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